This took so long to write that I hate it. I don't know if you'll like it or not, but it sucks.
You can make me bleed or cry with a single word
And I wonder how I let you
Church bell in the busy street bursting with life
You mock them as I accept them
Break out of the trance that absorbs you
Would you hate me
Bound in silence?
Our hearts may be intertwined
Lost in violence
The time has come to see beyond the light
The tonal black consumes me in my mind
The hardest part of love is letting go
Growing colder, digging deeper gashes of my heart
You are not there to help me now
Your eyes are jaded, and cut like a knife
Yet I, in my anger, let my muse die
And so that kills me, for this is my future
Love or a life
Shame I have to choose it.
I’m not prone to anger it’s just a feeling I have
Though I’ll never be satisfied with myself
All I’ve ever known
So now as I allow my star to shine
Feel the heat inside
Time to fly
Its time to climb
Its time to fly
Time to regain what my fear gave up
Though I will never be satisfied
Transcend this idle hope
Reliving my dream.
I only hope my ideas aren’t dead.