Something dedicated to Cole of 'Falls Apart' And to my real life best friend Cole, you inspire me more than you know :)
Your blood is still stained into the carpet of this old apartment,
The dry wall's still broken from all the fights,
Your tears still cover the pillow sheets,
A testament to a God you were screaming to,
Who wouldn't listen.
And now I can see the broken glass strewn across the ground,
A picture of your old life laying there on the floor.
And on your mantle there's the blade that ended it all,
And now I can hear the screams that haunted your nightmares,
I can feel the hands that ripped away innocence from you.
And now I can feel my heart breaking off any self pity for myself,
I have it all and look where you are now.
In a hospital room with all these machines making sure you still endure hell,
You whisper softly,
"I don't blame you for this,"
"I've found my peace, The one who I prayed to is listening."
" And as I lay dying I can finally live."
As you slip away from this world into peace,
I realize you were something special,
You were a blue rose,
In a world full of grey.