what hope is there in this decaying body of mine.
broke down by you venomous words and copious amounts of booze.
for death it just comes, you cant pay a fine.
your moneys no good here, its here you lose.
a place i thrive so effortlessly.
death was always my necessity.
i drown in all my own thoughts on a constant basis
bleeding stomach, cracked lips, milking eyes.
do you even care who is between your thighs?
you just want a thick wallet and constant highs.
breathing in, breathing out, all my sighs.
do you even remember our moments?
ones of passion? fearless fashions?
lips embrace each other.
i knew when i saw you i should of run for cover.
you became my addiction, an unceasing one.
my mouth runs dry,
drink myself high,
smoke myself drunk,
you reached in my fucking chest and took a chunk.
the darkness grows larger and larger, filling my chest.
ceasing myself and indulging you.
i thought i was yours and you mine.
but there were more than a few.
because of you ill never be fine.