I long for a normal life
Holding to that dream however gets so heavy you have to put it down
I don’t know why I instigate
Over a parasite
Please don’t compromise with me
I’ve learned how to hate it and love it
To live with it
You feel the pain after I have experienced it and you want to bring me
I’ve done my time, now it’s yours
Don’t even lay a finger on me to drive me under with you
You’ve already thrown my life away
Now I’m tossing yours away from me
Do you feel your veins slowly pumping the blood? Slow?
That’s what the despair and sorrow feels like
It’s going to burn into you leaving a mark
At first you’ll hate but sooner or later you learn how to deal with it
It will be planted in your head
It will be burned in your skin
Why am I so pathetic to you? Why did you forget me?
Sooner or later you’ll feel the agony I went through
You were never part of me
And I’m thankful I will never be a part of you
Sooner or later I’m going to make you suffer
Sooner or later I will rub it in your face
Sooner or later I will gloat in your presence of your last breath
I will make you see why you deserve this
Since you are so blinded by your pride
I will dilate your eyes;
Make them watch the torture your choice buried me in
Segregated from those who believe in me
Because I wallow in my dark corner focusing on why I am nothing
Sooner or later I will have my payback
I don’t deserve to watch you carry on
You deserve to see the scars and damage you’ve cause upon me
Why do you think so low of me?
Why am I so insignificant to you?
Why am I unimportant? Why am I consumed in your selfish pride?
What did I do to deserve this from you?
Do you not think twice on the day you refuse to get rid of it?