my care factor goes down everytime you say a word, look into my eyes I AiNt BOVVERD, im heartless and cruel, spiteful and rude, criticise my ways the things i write and say,

I DONT CARE!!!!

understand me , you never will. My thoughts are to advanced for you. Scream in my face, torture me, start to embrase my melancholy.

DON'T TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME!!!!

Fear or failure, fear of success, am i really scared of being the best. do we know what lies after death? can we find out before its our time to rest?

KILL ME!!!!

Are we confused?  Maybe we are dead, and dieing brings us to life.maybe we fight to live, but really we fight to die,

STAY AWAKE!!!

could it be possible we are asleep, and death is our awakening? this life is the coarse getting us ready for the job, and we are all apprentices .

WILL WE BE FREE!!!!

if we are dead apprentices awaiting our destiny, then we are all doomed, this world so full of hate so full of fear, it unraveling  in doom . we will neva awake from our slumber truely , till we see and fix our mistakes in our dream

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