Just a little dose of paranoia
to make me believe you’re slipping away
But you were never here anyway
I know I got ahead of myself
it’s happened before and it’ll happen again
I was just kidding myself when I thought

We could have had something
but I was too scared to allow myself to see
who really cared after all
I still require a way out of this blue Hell
I’m drowning in the waves of  wasted emotion
I’ll resign myself to a solitary year

I’d give everything just to have nothing
to remind me of who has left me behind
She drifts away then returns with each empty glass
I’m forlorn and somewhat proud of it
least I know where I stand
I never knew where I stood with you

The End

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