So I am Back to This?

I’ve got everything I have ever wanted
but I don’t need it anymore
I wish I had a way out of this
Feel as though the walls are closing in
I swear I was careful
but this is not what I wished for

I should have kept that door closed
when I had the chance
but curiosity will be the death of me
Slow and steady will lose this race
I’m already half way
but I’m not sure where to turn

So I am back to this?
I am bored of the same old situation
when my infatuation
has ended
So I am back to this?
I miss that naive expectation
for this consolation
Yes, I am back to this

What am I supposed to do now?
It’s hardly the first time
Same old ball and chain issues
But it hurts, when I want to be alone
that is exactly my problem
I hate being in solitude

It ain’t all that bad but
the woman I love is somewhere
in her perfect kingdom
But would I have second thoughts?
Would who I love be a different person to who I met?

So I am back to this?
I am bored of the same old situation
when my infatuation
has ended
So I am back to this?
I miss that naive expectation
for this consolation
Yes, I am back to this

The End

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