Second thoughts.

It feels so lonely being second best
though I tried not to treat you as such
I never wanted to end up hoping for a chance
to prove myself as someone special
Now... I probably won't even have to

I'm not sure what I want anymore
but if you was here, I'd have some idea
I'm out of luck but my intentions are true
though that night ended so badly
I never found the courage to tell you

All I ever wanted was the serenity
that we needed
But my fear became the desperation
that tore me away
from something that could have been beautiful

I can't leave like this but I'm not sure
how to remain when my heart pleads otherwise
If I broke free from indecision
Will you be there
Will you be there for me? 

The End

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