Here is what we will doMature

 

She really deslike expectations.You know when you expect an event that you think it is going to be so great?

Well this is like that feeling.The sheer joy of wanting something so much you can already tasted it.But then reality takes a step in and you have a very bad awakenning.

So,she ponder.She rethinked.She decided.

This would stop.Full stop.Period.The end.

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And then she wrote this...

Here is what we will do.

You life your live i live mine.We are not together.We don`t interfere in the others partner of choice or how we choose to life our private or professional lifes,in conclusion we are no longer a couple.

She is not sad or dissapointed when she writes this,it had a long time coming.In a story of sex adventures theirs was a story of what nots and a very heartbreaking love story,so yes she stopped a past and she prevents thinking of a future she is herself in herself again.Others with good intention would tell her he was going to be sorry to let her go,she herself tought that except  for the presence of their two sons,no good had come out of meeting him.The end had been need it if not even wanted,so they became friends and today she had looked at the calendar and seen how long it had past since that date.A lifetime...

And she she sat down in frount of this computer that brings this web site up,and she logged in went to read her notifications,read all the diferents things brought into the site and then she started to write here in this story of all she had posted so far in a way she was cleansing herself.

She feels very dead inside,she no longers uses sex as a weapon to but ghost to sleep or to punish herself.

In fact she prevers to remain without sex these days,sometimes even here in writing she has became what her friends view as Carla that we know and Love without the laughter.

She spends a lot of time on her own.That does not mean her friends have forsaken her or that she does not see them,it means she is saying in a way goodbye.

I know myself.

When you don`t feel alive it is time.

Here is what we will do...................................................................................................................................................

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She had stopped for whatever reason to see for herself this part that was related to sex,the amount of missed calls on her phone speak for themselfs.She is doing something far more dangerous,for those man who once share her bed and her body this would be the time to seriously say i am sorry.

For someone seriously has upset her.

And for those who have yet to became part of seing her be mad,here is a slight preview.

Scenes of a mature nature part 69.

Sex is fun.

Such a partner any partner,remove your clothes and fuck.

There, problem solved...

She does not even take the taste of the previous man from her mouth before going down to the next one...

Men are so easy it is really not even worth it ...

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The End

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