She is waiting for her lover to change to be there for her, to stop neglecting her, but he doesn't so when she finally decides to leave he still haunts her mind.
I am watching out the window
As I can't help but admit
That time is going so slow
As I watch here and sit
Will this pattern ever change?
And will you stop loving me as your absence never changes?
Now alone in this room
waiting for you to come home
And I miss you now that I have left you
Believe me it tore the soul right out of me
When will time fade this?
When will time erase this?
When the room is full of strangers faces
Its yours whom i am searching for
Still, you have disappeared
At least physically, like roses in the winter
And honey flavored suckles in the fall
I loved you so
Please believe... I just wanted you