This is about my sister doing drugs
You tell me to close my eyes.
By watching I am apart of the crime,
Which fills my head with wonderings of why
I don’t take part and be a team player,
So that I am with you.
You knew that I had a role in it all,
And you waited for me to chose a side,
Watching as I closed my eyes,
You are the witness to another crime.
Maybe if I cannot see any wrongdoing
Then no one can see mine,
And if you are numb to feelings
Then no one can feel hurt.
I am invisible, just another particle
Among the many that pollute the air we share,
Because I am no hero and I am not
You would’ve opened your eyes
Especially if I told you not to-
That is why I wish we could switch lies,
So that I can have your rush,
And so you can rush to my side-
Letting emotion enter the two machines
That are currently conducting the crimes.
I will think this as I close my eyes.