Realisation

I wish I had comfort in my numbness
White waves of pain crush the healing light
Loosely
Forming
Above
I am one with my own destruction

I am serene, there’s no doubt about it
If you are reading this, thank you
Slaughtered
Ravaged
Scorned
Break me further you say you deserve it

Drowsy in my own reality yet awake in my dreams
Gather the steel and shroud the assailant
All that can be evil is now just ritual
Pass forth and bring me my self realisation
No catchers in the rye
no answers to where the pure fly
maybe I am home
or just somewhere I have found the last shred
of what I call happiness

I wish I had a second chance to prove myself
I can see the chalk white lines on the surface of my life
Fallen
Knowledge
Exile
I am one in the same with everyone

But we cannot see the sorrow within each other
Going on day by day, I am docile but you are insidious
Zero
Omega
Alpha
I cannot be less of who I am

Drowsy in my own reality yet awake in my dreams
Gather the steel and shroud the assailant
All that can be evil is now just ritual
Pass forth and bring me my self realisation
No catchers in the rye
no answers to where the pure fly
maybe I am home
or just somewhere I have found the last shred
of what I call happiness

How can anyone define their own existence
what paths we took, what ideas we have stolen
Formed within each other and out of ourselves
As long as you don’t understand
You will applaud
I don’t see you anymore
I’m somewhat flattered
that you could even think I am unharmed

The End

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