I don't want to close my eyes anymore

The pain tears at my heart

Thoughts and memories

With emotions chaotic, meld

I can't do this anymore

Can't you see

What I've become?

How did I let myself

Invest so much...?

Why didn't you warn me...

Oh, why didn't you warn me?

 

I don't want to close my eyes anymore

Each time I do

I die inside, only to

Wake up and remember, realize

How much as changed

I live a nightmare

Sleep in a dream

A shambling husk is me

And all that mattered just doesn't anymore

Why... why did you do this to me...

Why did you do this to me?

 

I don't want to close my eyes anymore

Can't you see?

Just how much all of this;

All of this breaks me.

I was never perfect

But neither were you

But together, we made sense

You were the cream to my coffee

You were...

Why did you have to leave?

Why did you have to leave?

 

I don't want to close my eyes anymore

This pain I just can't stand

I want it all gone

But I really don't inside

Because we both know, reluctantly

That you define me and I used to you

This cruel twist of fate, I hate

But I just can't let go

I don't want to close my eyes anymore

       Yet it can't be helped

Its the only way I can see you...

       The only way I can see you anymore.

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