Pushing You Away

Dedicated to NinjaLizzie <3
I love you.

I love you

I really do

Oh so much

Beyond words

You’re the friend

I’ve always wanted

The one I love

The one I need

The person I expect to be sat next to in the care home

But things keep changing

From the rosy they begin at

They keep souring

And it’s all down to me

Every time

I get into this stupid mood

Where all I do

Is insult

Push you away

Alienate me

And I hate it

Because it makes me worse

Brings on the avalanche of depression

That only you can drag me

Back from

But I’m worried

Because

What if one day

I push you too far

And suddenly

There’s no you to drag me back?

The End

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