Invisible.Mature

Wanting

Acceptance.

Craving

Acknowledgement.

Desperate,

Hands shaking.

Knowing

Invisible.

I’m invisible.

 

Now you won’t see me anymore.

 

I will do what you all want.

 

Is there a point?

Is there a way?

Will I

Ever go forward, I keep turning back.

 

Will they not see

What I’ve become?

Can I

Get noticed just one god damn time?

 

You can lie to me,

Lie Instead.

Lie to me,

Tell me I exist.

 

Starving,

Dying.

Hoping

No praying.

Losing

Every battle.

Winning

Painful memories.

I’m invisible.

 

I’m already far gone by now.

 

Not like you all wanted me here.

 

Now let me go!

 

Why is there pain?

Why do I suffer?

Will the

Eternal pain every go away?

 

What have I done

To deserve this?

Being

My twisted mind is all I’ve ever known.

 

You can lie to me,

Lie instead.

Lie to me,

Tell me I exist.

 

I am far gone,

I am away.

Now go

Leave me be in my solitude.

 

Brooding in silence,

Cloaked in shadows.

Choking

On life’s harsh realities.

 

All that I want

Is someone to look my way.

All that I need

Is the warm embrace of a friend.

All that I have

Is myself and my mind.

All that remains

Is an empty, hollow soul.

 

Why?

 

Now I truly believe I am done.

 

Playing this game has worn me out.

 

Striving forward wastes too much time.

 

Best to jump out and leave it behind.

 

Ah!

 

There is no point,

There is no way,

To be

Accepted in today’s society.

 

They will not see

What I’ve become,

Now that

I have shunned the world from my life.

 

There is pain,

Only for me.

Suffering

Feels so good, I can take it now.

 

Being myself,

Brought on this pain.

Now this

Twisted mind will guide me home.

 

You can lie to me,

Lie instead.

Lie to me,

Tell me I exist.

 

You can bleed me dry,

Beat me now.

Beat me,

Leave me broken.

 

All that I want

Is someone to look my way.

All that I need

Is the warm embrace of a friend.

All that I have

Is myself and my mind.

All that remains

Is an empty, hollow soul.

 

The truth is revealed to my eyes.

 

I know who I am now.

 

I embrace my position in society.

 

This life I lead is eternal suffering.

 

Never

Accepted.

Always

Discarded.

Lonely

Forever.

Now

I disappear.

Invisible.

 

I’m invisible.

 

INVISIBLE.

 

FOREVER INVISIBLE.

 

Invisible.

The End

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