Bleeding From Change (unreleased)Mature

I used to walk with my head held high,

Not a worry in my head.

I ran about and danced around,

I could have been invincible.

But the day when the world stopped spinning,

A second, a crash, a rift in my life.

I was only orbiting

Around a world

Much bigger,

And out for change.

 

You tell me, you bunch of fuckin’ liars,

Wanna spill more blood in name of a dead dream?

What’s a nation without its people?

We don’t trust you, we don’t trust you.

Back off me, all of the critics.

It’s not like my life is all just a film.

Bite your turn bitch, turn away from me.

I can live fine without all your hate!

 

I can’t say why.

It’s just the change!

I’ve had enough.

 

There I go again

Flying off the handle.

There I go again

In a twisted rage.

It’s hard not to be

A crazy pessimistic bitch.

When my life is full of

Unneeded change.

 

Come at me, I fuckin’ dare you

With your guns and all your useless laws.

You love your power, it’s all you crave.

You threw away your family for nothing!

Show me a better world, yeah fuckin’ right.

No such thing in this messed-up world.

You wanna build a utopia upon this?

Tell that to the people up against you.

 

I can’t say why.

It’s just the change!

I’ve had enough.

 

There I go again

Flying off the handle.

There I go again

In a twisted rage.

It’s hard not to be

A crazy pessimistic bitch.

When my life is full of

Unneeded change.

 

You tell me if I’m better off.

Kicked in the face, down in the mud!

Do you expect me to smile?

When they say you’re back for more?

 

Life is just too cruel.

Fuck you, don’t hit me again!

Stop!

I’m already done, I’m already ruined!

Fuck!

What have I done that warrants this pain?

Bitch, you’re the least of my worries!

Step down, get away

Fuck you!

 

Don’t listen to me.

You know…

I’m just an angry…

Little…

Bitch!

I’ve had enough.

 

There I go again

Flying off the handle.

There I go again

In a twisted rage.

It’s hard not to be

A crazy pessimistic bitch.

When my life is full of

Unneeded change.

 

No more change!

No more change!

End this madness,

End this bleeding!

The End

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