I'm all drugged into heavenly disarray,
A million sicknesses gnawing on my bones;
As compulsive as bulimia, supressed
Like anorexia; a manic sky glares,
Catseyes and stars; I'm wrapped in cosmic nightmares
Blood heats up and skin burns crimson, I'm a mistake
Of biology, my head is full of broken dreams, my
Medication is running low, I am raw and
Exposed, withering in the light and fluorescence.
Bury me where it's cool and unresponsive,
I'm too tired to exist.