Yes! I knew it all along,
There is no music in your song.
I heard your voice that can't compare,
It filled my ears when time we shared.
I lived to hear your song, you see,
I thought I was in love with thee.
I suffered when we were apart,
When your music could not fill my heart.
I was a fool to think that you
Could possibly love me too.
I should not have listened,
But oh, your eyes, they glistened!
Singing voices filled my head;
Down the wrong path I was led.
The path I took, it led to you,
I was not sure just what to do.
Then you started singing,
Oh, my ears were ringing
With the beauty of your song.
It did feel so wrong.
With that feeling, I began to run,
You beckoned me, and my head spun.
When I arrived to see you,
Who I saw was not you.
I was glued to the spot,
Love you, I should not.
Although I loved you anyway,
I also hate you any day.
You led me right into your trap.
I did not know, 'til I was snatched,
That all I had to do was go.
But, no, I listened and didn't go.
I stayed with you and put out my life,
Now I'm gone, killed from a knife.
I did not see you taht fateful night,
But in my gut, I know I'm right.
It was you who stabbed me dead,
You were the one to make me see red.
I do not hate all of the faeries;
Only you, one of the faeries.
There is no magic in your song,
It was me, who heard it wrong.
I wanted to love you, and so I did.
You did nothing, for you don't exist.
It was all me, I needed an excuse
To be rid of this world, to kick off my shoes.
Convincing myself was the hardest part,
So I created a world where it wasn't my fault.
Now I am gone, at my own fault.
At my funeral, mom is throwing salt.
She knows that my heart was layered with ice,
She's trying to melt it, but it was my sacrifice.
I wanted all I got, so don't be sad.
Now I am gone, now I am glad.
Nothing can hurt me, I am rid of pain.
Nothing can hurt me, except my own shame.
Why am I ashamed, when I wanted it all?
My family was thrust into an everlasting fall.
They miss me, of course that I know.
But of course they don't know.
I've wanted this for so long,
I've longed to hear that song.
Note: This poem, I think, is about God because suicide is a sin, and that is basically what my poem is about.