Part one of three
I wrote this five years ago, before during and after my first 'relationship' Only just found it now and thought I could share it. It explores the typical confusion and feelings that young girls experience at this stage in life.
There is no reason for me to be sad
Really I should be extremely glad.
It’s one of those things you just can’t explain
Al I want is to begin again.
I finally got what I wanted after all
At the start of our school ball.
I met the I had liked for awhile
All I could remember wss his awesome smile.
We danced a lot, three times to be exact
And Geoff is so wrong, he is not fat!
As we danced the night away
He still had not said what I wanted him to say.
So I asked him myself, just making a guess
But do you know what?
He said YES!
You know I actually don’t know what I’m saying that I’m sad
I’m really glad, but I used to be mad.
When I couldn’t find him anywhere
He asked Mary for a dance.
She said no and he lost his chance
To apologise but instead he didn’t card.
But really I am not that mad
Though now I know why I am sad.
I’m scared he doesn’t care
But that is crazy considering what he said.
His reply was yes, so what am I worrying about?
But I still have one unanswered doubt. . .
That if I hadn’t asked him, would he have asked me out?