It's about how I feel when I am having a bad day.
Waiting in the darkness
for yet another day
but disappointments are all that I face
as the night breaks into a new day.
Uncleaned wounds, throbbing in my heart
reminding me of what I've faced
In this place called earth and yet
with new hopes I wait for a new day.
New people surround me everyday with smiles,
And all I wonder is can I face
again those fake smiles, selfish acts of care
As I fall into their traps again
Waiting for a new day.
As days pass into years of darkness,
And as I finally learn to survive
turning into a hypocrite wearing those fake smiles
I once despised, waiting for a new day.
I know I've turned like those around me,
being stuck in their endless web of plastic bonds
Covering myself with those masks of pretense
Since I am done waiting for my new day.