It has been awhile since I have wrote a poem. So I hope you enjoy.
Remember the man that I used to be?
being happy and never filled with misery.
But that was then and this is now,
I hope I make it home somehow.
Let me put it briefly, it may break your heart
This has been my life right from the start.
All the smiles were fake, but you believed the tall tale,
I can't say I blame you, for I did my best to hide them well.
Don't worry, maybe one day I will be the man that I used to be,
but it will take some major time, just wait and see.
remember the promise we made between us two?
Don't give up on me, and I won't give up on you.
well I am asking you to hold that promise dearly as of right now,
I want to get better, but in all honesty, I don't know how.
I fear the devil is calling my name, telling me to come home.
The pistol's tip is pressed right up against my temple bone.
Oh god, why me? as if I did not already know,
but never mind that now, my coffin is covered in snow.
So take this in mind and hold it in your heart,
and see that this WAS my life right from the start..