I am trying to change,
To be cold and indifferent,
Cruel and heartless,
To not let you get to me so easily.
I am trying to care less,
To walk away and ignore everything,
Hold my head high and stand strong,
To not let my heart weep on my sleeve.
I hold it all inside for so long,
Never daring to let a word slip,
Never daring to let you see
What I can really do.
Instead, I always care,
I always remember,
I always love and dream and hope.
And I never forget.
I guess this is the way I will be