My Life in a Nutshell.
My emotional needs are not valued.
I am powerless against myself.
Lost in my own confusion
waiting anxiously for it to be dealt.
But how can i get my point across,
How can i longer bear?
The hideous hell that life can bring
crying but no one seems to care.
They misplace frustration for anger,
misjudge what i have to say.
but the only time they listen
is when something bad is said.
I realized with deep concern,
that i am all alone..
alone i came from my mother's womb
my siblings distress are shown.
hate is among us, hate is all i feel.
hate i feel for my older brother..
with a disgusting sex appeal
when I feel like I don't belong,
when I am drowning in all my tears..
razor blades and rubber bands take all my childish fears
I wish i was somewhat better,
to play an important role..
but the only time i'll feel better
is when i'm put in a hole..