My Heart Will Destroy Itself

The briefest of glances or letters sent

And suddenly heaven itself has opened its heart towards you

Fates intertwined, they give to us an explosive romance

But I know there never was a chance

Karma will take far more, than it will ever give to you

 

She loves me, but as the sand flows her mind will change

Spare me the indecision, spare me these nights in pain

I fought to rescue a love that never could be saved

Alone all along, my idea of a love is digging my own grave

Condemning myself to my own fate

 

I can destroy myself by other means

I open my heart as you leave me here to wonder

You said "I'm yours eternally" and in seconds

You close yourself to me like the sinners path to heaven

And my heart's calming fire turns itself to thunder

 

She loves me, but as the sand flows her mind will change

Spare me the indecision, spare me these nights in pain

I fought to rescue a love that never could be saved

Alone all along, my idea of a love is digging my own grave

Condemning myself to my own fate

 

You will have the heart of me

And though I tried to tell myself I feel better now

I know I will be alone for an eternity

Is there another life to live for me

Is there another way out

 

I gave my heart to you so many times

There's nothing but silence left inside

 

She loves me, but as the sand flows her mind will change

Spare me the indecision, spare me these nights in pain

I fought to rescue a love that never could be saved

Alone all along, my idea of a love is digging my own grave

Condemning myself to my own fate

 

I shall leave my heart to destroy itself