Why my future stresses me out
My Future Is Undefined
What are your plans after you graduate?
What do you want to do in college?
When are you going to work?
What are you doing over the summer?
How are you going to make money for college?
I can't handle one more question like this.
It stresses me the hell out
Because I can't see 5 minutes in front of my face
I don't see myself having a future
I don't see myself being successful
When I talk about my future it stresses me out
What if I don't have one?
What if I really am my biological parent’s?
I mean that's my blood right?
What if I turn out like that?
I will die
I will legit not want to be on this earth
They messed up my life
I don't get good grades
I'm just not cut out for this life
I'm already set up for failure
So if that's all I am
Then what's the point?
Why even bother trying?
I can't do anything right?
I don't see myself being a lawyer
But that's all I want
This is why I never have the motivation to start my life because I'm scared of rejection
So why try
Just to be let down again?
Rejection is the death of me
I mean having the abusive life I had
That will do that to you
This is why I answer
I don't know
Because I'm just not sure if I’ll even make it
And I don’t want to let you down