Summary of My life
You think I am one of the happier guys,
But look past my fake smile and observe all the lies.
I walk through the tortures of the day,
Just waiting to be home to ease the pain away.
I sit in my room with this one thought of fading hope,
Would my life be solved with a tug of a rope?
My sadness runs over me like a child in a flood,
While the razor gets familiar with the shade of my blood.
I look at you and speak with a silent voice,
You can't help me, it's not my choice.
I take my last breath and close my eyes,
I wish you could see past all the lies.
To lend a hand or even an ear,
So you could have a reason to cheer.
I go to school with a smile on my face,
Knowing that after today, I finally leave this place.
I go home and enter my dark-lit room,
To grab my friend to save me from doom.
He to me, shares the warmth of the sun,
Only because my friend is really a gun.
I placed him towards my head and pulled the trigger,
My death was my happiness, who would have figured...