you thought it was impossible
for her to leave you.
impossible to die.
but she left you alone to suffer the heartache
that would never pass.
it would never leave and always roam in your mind
never giving you peace
for you loved her so dearly and she was gone.
where would you go without her?
you roamed streets
empty and alone
never forgiving God for what He had done to you,
when in fact He had done nothing at all.
and you hoped in your heart that you would die, too
to be with her once more.
but you did not take your own life,
for your heart told you there was something still missing on earth,
that if you did not find it before you passed
you would have lost her once more.
but that missing something
did not come, and you were helpless.
for it was truly impossible to live
when you knew in your soul
the one you loved who had passed
was not alive anymore.
you would never have her again.