it is impossible to die when all you want to do is live. it is impossible to live when all you want to do is die.
you thought it was impossible
for her to leave you.
impossible to die.
but she left you alone to suffer the heartache
that would never pass.
it would never leave and always roam in your mind
never giving you peace
for you loved her so dearly and she was gone.
where would you go without her?
you roamed streets
empty and alone
never forgiving God for what He had done to you,
when in fact He had done nothing at all.
and you hoped in your heart that you would die, too
to be with her once more.
but you did not take your own life,
for your heart told you there was something still missing on earth,
that if you did not find it before you passed
you would have lost her once more.
then came the day when you found someone
with the same gray eyes, chocolate hair,
and you lived again.
for it was truly impossible to die
when you knew in your heart who you loved at present
and in your soul the one you loved who had passed.