Left to sit here and think it through,
The things that I have done to you.
Never needed, always there.
One thing I can't do is share.
Forgotten moments, remembered pain.
Wishing you'd forget my name.
Cold and sick and hollow still,
When there's a way I have no will.
Pathetic was the word you chose
Beautiful like a rotting rose.
No goals, no gains,
Just rocks and chains.
Poison chalice I drink from
Eyes are blind, tongue is dumb.
You can't see me; I'm not here.
Soul corrupted, world to fear.
Help me, save me, make me still.
Help me, save me, take your fill.