I want to love someone else,
Because loving you is a hardship,
That I could do without.
The constant indecision,
The worry and the doubt.
The wishing and the dreaming,
The constant rise and fall.
I could hold you in my arms,
I could join you in the dance,
But for one indecision,
Which splits my mind.
Do I love you because it will never be?
The safe option,
To shield my heart from destruction,
Would be to rest it with someone,
Who I know could never love me.
My heart and mind,
They spin round and round,
A cat fight of emotions,
Their yowling calls sound your name.
I don't know what to do,
Please help me.
You're the one I want to talk to,
And the only one who can never hear;
The pain you cause my everyday,
Is something I must bear alone.