A poem of my current situation. Hard times indeed.
All the days passed by
Many stars are gazed upon
Are the days gone to waste?
Now the moment has come to confess
Dumbfounded, I lost my way to understand you
Are my friends the ones you want?
Dangling tears hang below my chin
Over and over I can't let you go.
You are my poison and ecstasy
Open heart bringing you in, pain ensues.
Underneath this confession is affection towards you
Like a mirror, all I see is deceit
On the surface, you are the knot I have to untie
Violent self doubt oppresses my sanity
Everyday stays the same
Making me fall for you is a mistake
Each passing day, I regret not telling you how I feel...