I'm tired of the bullshit
I'm tired of the lies
I'm tired of being all these things
That I despise
Please tell me, that this ends somewhere
And my efforts aren't in vain.
Please tell me, that there is more to this life
Than every waking moment of pain
Because my heart is beginning to stop
My stomach about to drop
My whole world is turning upside down
And its you whose got me caught
This time there's no turning back
I want so desperately to be your all
But how do I know you'll be there
When its time to break my fall?
Remember when things were so easy?
The simple things made us smile.
Rolling around in the grass
And we used to wrestle for a while.
I'm hoping this is just a phase.
A silly blip, that will make us stronger.
I hope we can start looking up
And what we have doesn't falter.