Guinn...

Ofcousre I think of him often.

he never leaves my mind;

my dreams are disturbed by the thought of his kiss,

my thoughts are interupted by the image of him knocking on my door and sweeping me off my feet.

but I cant push away one fact,

the fact that could be changed,

the fact that if I pointed out I would never live it down,

The fact that im suposed to over look,

because I do love him!

I physically yurn for him, I want to fall asleep on his chest and listen to his beating heart on the drum of my ear.

I want to be with him,

just not his body,

His person inside is my perfect soul mate!

I WANT HIM!

but not his body....

how can my thin lean body curve with his round shape.

how can I even comprehend this?!

OFCOUSRE! I've tried!

my brain wont let me!

it wont work!

I love you

Im just not in love with you!

I want YOU

just not you....

and I wish we could be together...

but the fact of the matter just wont go away!

and I cant ask you to change, it would kill me...

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