welcome to my hollow days.
fits of blind emotion,
i am empty -
with my lungs rasping in my chest,
i am no longer human,
i am something horrible
i disassociate with a foolish notion,
eyes blinking blue behind closed eyelids
swinging my arms around the cat,
i lift her and deposit her on my sister's bed -
the Make-Up Criminal throws me a look of disdain.
i do not understand,
what have i done wrong?
i wanted to make her happy
so i leave robotically,
stiff and auto-pilot driven
there is nothing of myself left
just hollow, like a chocolate bunny
that disappoints a child by not being solid
but i guess i'll be here
where everything itches at me
and my fingers twitch at the screen