Well hello pain.
Here we meet again.
Its a sigh of relief, a load off.
I don't have to act happy anymore.
Let the sadness weigh me down.
Cause you know I deserve it.
I'll punish myself with the pain.
I don't deserve to be happy.
People ask what's wrong.
But I don'tt know how to respond.
How to tell them I don't consider myself worthy of joy.
They wouldn't understand.
So pain, pain.
Welcome to my heart and head again.
I love you.
But I hate you too.