It always hurts

When I'm around you or not.

But when I'm near.

I fill with fear

Of your judgement.

And I'll do something wrong

When I'm nervous.

I start to shake and sweat

Which makes it worse.

It feels like I'm going to burst.

But when you're far,

You're like a distant star.

You'll still shine.

 But it saddens me

I can't feel your warmth

I miss every bit of you.

Deprivation is a terrible thing.

Please come back!

But the Cycle will repeat.

And the only thing I feel

Is Defeat.

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