No Words

There are no words to express,
To release the feeling that I feel.
Pent up,
Fighting to get out.
On the verge if tears,
Happy or sad I cannot tell.
It has to escape,
But there is no way out.
I am confused and conflicted,
None of my thoughts line up,
Some are optomistic:
She likes it!
I have a chance!
But more are sad:
Who am I kidding?
What am I doing?
What was I thinking?
It keeps building,
Like a pot about to boil over,
It will have to give sometime,
Probably sooner than later.
I want to scream,
Punch a wall,
Anything to get it out.
More likely break down and cry,
Sharing my every secret
With the quiet darkness around me

The End

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