My Cousin is heavily involved in music. He writes his own music, creates his own beats, and I've been watching him write for a while. I never recorded with him, but i always wrote a verse to his beats as if I was going to be recording with him. found him again on Soundcloud and so I wrote this, and gave it its own title.
No one ever has room for change
Pretending its sunny outside, never mind about the rain
I am sick to these games I was playing, it’s time for a change
I’ve been sitting here by myself thinking about my life
I’m a fallen victim to routine, never mind my rights
And I wonder to myself, am I on the right road?
All these problems come around, got me wanting to explode.
Walking around with these chains, I wonder if anyone knows.
Everyone is looking at me different, got me feeling so exposed
I’m stuck in this cycle, looking in at myself
I alone in this world, “I don’t need anybody else”
A lie I often repeat to myself.
But in the end I recognize I’m going to need some help