I wrote this during school when I was a Senior. I was going through a lot.
I'm scare of everything that
is going on in your life. Scare
of knowing that I'll lose you
forever. Knowing that you'll go
to college and find someone to
care about. Knowing that you'll
get marry and be happy. Scare
that you will forget me, knowing
how much I loved and cared for you.
I am very happy for you, honestly.
It's just to think that me not being
a part of your life really hurts me.
Then again... you probably not want
me in it again. After all, I cause to
much trouble for you.
I guess I thought that I would
made your life better. That you would
be happy with me. But I was wrong
and I can admit that I can never make
you happy or be good enough for you.