about a girl who has many issues along with depression, anxiety and people always ask her whats going on, if she is okay? and wants to say whats really going on in her head but she's scared and tries to be strong so she says I'm fine
So many people ask me
how am I doing?
Are you okay?
Are you in a good mood?
I think to myself
Well I only cried five times last night
I only look in the mirror and cry
I get flashbacks of my abuser
I get constant memories of my past
That replay in my head with no stop button
I only hate myself
I’m filled with anger
I am ruined
Broken beyond repair
I am so sad and depressed
I can’t sleep through a night
Without getting nightmares
I hate my body so much
I stop eating just so I look better
But instead I remain strong
And I say I’m fine, I’m doing good
But inside I’m dying inside.
But the worst is when someone thinks your better
And you know your not
Then you feel like you’re a lie to yourself
And everyone around you