Why do you criticise everything I do?
I can never be good enough for you
You tell me to speak up and shut up
Just tell me what you want!
Do you want me to be pretty?
Do you want me to be myself?
Do you need me to be strong for you?
Do you need my help?
Self conscious when I'm near you
Self conscious when I'm not
I can't do anything right in your eyes
Why do you drag me down?
Why can't you just let me be?
You stop my lungs from working
Stop my eyes from shining
Stopped my voice from singing
Stopped my heart from loving
So what else can you take from me?
What else can you find?
You hate it when they stare at me
You hate it when they don't even look
You hate me, so why are you still here?
Isn't it enough to just tell me these things?
No, you have to tell them too
You tell them how worthless I am
How disgusting and weak and bad
But you don't realise that they don't believe you.
You can't see how it really is.
I wish you weren't so pushy
I wish you weren't so mean
I wish you weren't so quick to judge.
I wish you weren't me.