I hate what we've become.
I hate that you went away when I needed you most.
I hate that I let you go.
I hate your friends and family.
I hate how you always chose them over me.
I hate that you betrayed my trust.
I hate your caress of lust
but never love.
I hate that you asked me to change
and I hate that I changed for you.
I hate how you lost the gifts I gave you without a care.
I hate how you're never there
but still have the nerve to tell me you are.
I hate that I've lost my voice, and my choice.
I hate being forever afraid
of disappointing you.
I hate crying myself to sleep every night.
I hate that you'd rather listen to music than my thoughts.
The list could go on and on
about all the things I hate about you,
but the thing I hate most
is though I hate what you do,
I'm so in love with you,
and I hate how I can hurt myself so much
just for three stupid words
we both know aren't true.
Who are you trying to fool?