I Never Should Have Fallen For You, You Never Even Loved Me

All the lies I believed now rest
in the back of my mind
Yes, I was unsure and I was anxious
but wasn’t I even worth the time...

False hope hurt the most
but I guess it’s what I deserved
for all the times I was there
It was true after all, you never once thought of me...

Yet I should be happy now I don’t have to see you anymore
But if that is true why do I not feel it?
You told me your deepest darkest secrets and I embraced them
just as I had embraced you
Don’t call me anymore
I’ll be gone before you even realise

Not that you’d bother anyway

I can still remember when we
shared that one tender kiss
Little did I know I was just
another dalliance, another man to be forgotten

To think I believed we had a chance
it was flawed from the first time we met
 It’s not enough to say you love someone
when you are supposed to mean it

Yet I should be happy now I don’t have to see you anymore
But if that is true why do I not feel it?
You told me your deepest darkest secrets and I embraced them
just as I had embraced you
Don’t call me anymore
I’ll be gone before you even realise

I swear I’ll never come back to you again

You’ve done me a favour now
because the next time you fall apart
I won’t be there to help you
So let’s see if the nameless lover understands you like I do

Yet I should be happy now I don’t have to see you anymore
But if that is true why do I not feel it?
I told you the emotions I held for you and you remained silent
from then on I knew, your kisses were poison
I never should have fallen for you
you never even loved me

The End

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