Can't help but to feel,
Like i'm the only one.
But that wouldn't be real,
Since I'm not.
I want to feel more,
Want to feel innocence,
Discovering it all in a downpour,
With no regrets.
I feel so much more silly,
Now that it's happened,
Wish I could of taken it back with me,
But instead I lost it.
Everything is so much sillier than...
If I would have ran,
I could have avoided this feeling.
Sometimes its funnier than usual,
I just wanna scream I DID IT,
Let everyone know but in a casual tone,
So they don't know what I really mean....
I feel more silly, sillier... than usual.