The rain falls down, and freezes on the road.
I'll take you out for a drive
With any luck we'll crash.
I'll tear you apart
Piece by metaphorical piece
I deserve this enraged repentance
I wish you could see my insides now
After your dirty fingers have been playing with my Heartstrings
You've destroyed my moral compass
And I lay, distraught, curled up on the floor
I only wish the silence would stop,
So I can't hear myself, my lies
Behind me lies the corpses of my failed attempts
My return ticket's ripped up
Like your pictures of me.
Everything, every little memory
With a thousand words perched upon the tip of my tongue
It's not everyday I get to scream
This winter constricts my throat
I want to know why this isn't even.
I want to know why you aren't as dead as I am
When keeping it real goes wrong
I think I'll just keep you alive
This is where it all went wrong.
Don't you remember the starting line?
It's where you told me that you loved me,
It's where I dug my grave .
I'll never hold your hand
I'd rather be dead, than in your arms, my dear.
But don't forget, I am a gentleman.
I've lived with you for so long but
Don't expect to live much longer.