So yeah, I was bullied. This is but a grain of sand compared to all the feelings I still feel.
How unfair the world can be
Cause you can see
That nobody treats you as you
You begin to forget your self too
So you hug all the color that you can find
In hope to leave all the things behind
And you realize shadows never go away
You begin to remember all of those days
All of those days you were mistreated and hurt
The feeling of your very soul being burnt
And everything is, only colliding and thrashing
Nothing nolonger feels like advancing
Everybody seems to have given up on you
Actuallly you might, have given up too
You look to the future and see nothing there
Only the pain you once had to bare
All alone, you cry every night
Hoping that one day, somebody will give you light
Eventually you see that you can’t tell
You say that you’re happy, when everything is hell
You’d rather break a bone everyday than feel like this
But all you can deal with is the abyss
It roots in your mind, your heart, and soul
And only leaves a tear racing hole
And then they have audacity to say
You got to get over, so you pray
That someone will listen, if only
Yet here you are, still lonely
You write on a paper, all the feelings of you
In hope the pathetic object will help you through
But no one will listen, no one will HEAR!
Nothing affects them, not even your tear.
You scream and shout
And begin to doubt
If people around you still actually care
They seem to be gone, you don’t know where
Now you begin to see, how this is unfair
Because since they don’t know what you went through
They just say, “It’s easy, change your view.”
How would you know!?
Do you know how it feels like to be so low?
As if fake people are still hurting you?
When it still hurts to remember what you went through?
OH HOW UNFAIR THE WORLD CAN BE!
Now can you see?
How every night I cringed in fear
Every night checking if you all were still here
Because I didn’t tell because I love you all
And yet your feelings are still as solid as a wall
You thought I should know better
But I didn’t
I didn’t know better
So to this day I still hurt
I was trying to protect you…FROM FEELING THE SAME PAIN I WENT THROUGH!!!!!!!!!