Honesty

Ruined by life
not even able to enjoy
just lying under the azure sky
It pains me just to enjoy
anything

I don't want this freedom
to exist
or comment on
what I call a legacy
I'm too pathetic to be worthwhile

I'm too pathetic to live
unlike you
cocooned in lies
fed to you
like all nourishment

I wish for nothingness
I want the sun to explode
like anyone else