Painstaking Abandonment and complete dismissal describe this poem.
But i'm not even a friend and that's all i'll ever be...
You don't even see me as an ally
i can't really see why the hell why
are you really that thick?
You don't even like me, it's sick!
Love cannot just be abandoned
unlike any other emotion can be completely random
but my heart chose you, and you don't know
my heart cries so much everytime you go
you have your life and i can't interfere
i just wish we just that little bit more near
why can't we make something a little more dear?
I see you at school, and my heart leaps high
then you leave me and inside i cry
i fancy you, beyond compare
but you don't love me back, it's so unfair
why can't you love me at all, not ever?
make fruitful this always courageous endeavour
i want you by my side, forever and ever!
I'd do anything to hear you love me back
but i'm on the shelf again, being attacked
emotions kill from the inside out
so i will certainly die there is no doubt
the lives of everyone are so important
apart from mine, lying dead and dormant
the powers of this make it far from boring.
I'm fighting a war with you and you will win
even if i commit some deadly sin
you will never see me for what i am
you think i'm just another guy, maybe i am...
but Death doesn't want another trip
but when it comes to you he'll make it quick,
for i will soon be captured in his bony grip