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just filled with anger

Hatefull Mess


I’m filled with anger

I’m filled with rage

I never was like this

I was always happy

But now that all changed


People tell me it’s just the stage I will go through

People tell me I have a reasoning to be mad


The truth is I probably do

But that is not the point

I don’t want to be this person anymore

I want to be “normal” again


I don’t want to live my life like this

I don’t want to be known as that girl

I don’t want this to be me


I want to change but I don’t know how


That moment when someone says one thing

I disagree with it changes my whole outlook of

That day. I have been threating to hurt people that piss me off

I realized how many people I can’t stand


Is it because there living a great life and I’m living a nightmare?

Or is it because I’m jealous?

Maybe it’s the things people say?

Is it their ignorance?

Or is it I feel alone?

Maybe I just don’t like others?


I’m becoming this person that I hate

I hate everything about

And I know people hate me

But that’s okay because I hate myself too




The End

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