just filled with anger
I’m filled with anger
I’m filled with rage
I never was like this
I was always happy
But now that all changed
People tell me it’s just the stage I will go through
People tell me I have a reasoning to be mad
The truth is I probably do
But that is not the point
I don’t want to be this person anymore
I want to be “normal” again
I don’t want to live my life like this
I don’t want to be known as that girl
I don’t want this to be me
I want to change but I don’t know how
That moment when someone says one thing
I disagree with it changes my whole outlook of
That day. I have been threating to hurt people that piss me off
I realized how many people I can’t stand
Is it because there living a great life and I’m living a nightmare?
Or is it because I’m jealous?
Maybe it’s the things people say?
Is it their ignorance?
Or is it I feel alone?
Maybe I just don’t like others?
I’m becoming this person that I hate
I hate everything about
And I know people hate me
But that’s okay because I hate myself too