Happiness is Key

just a poem about how my life was going through a downward spiral for awhile. but i'm all better now. :]

if happiness is key, i guess i lost my lock.
if love is the answer, i guess my brain is blocked.

right about now, i wish i'd never painted on that first fake smile.
right about now i wish i'd never lied.
right about now, i wish my dreams could come true, & i could
get away from this place that i'm supposed to call home...
i never thought i'd say these words.

i never thought i'd need to.

but all i know is i'm sick of being happy because it just blows up in my face every time i try.

if i need to fake all my life,
then how can i call myself real?
how can i still accept myself for
who i am, if i don't even know?!

if happiness is key, i guess i lost my lock.
if love is the answer, i guess my brain is blocked.

The End

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